Los's Scene

Feeling paralyzed, like Im caught in a mental tractor beam, can feel it though it's unseen, or is it fear of another becoming, growth, ending,new beginning or transmutation of an illusionary scene? Not quite right but is it as right as I've ever seen? The dead giveaway is seeing the sceam. Is it a facade or real? Answer me scene! But, its the actors that speak, it's left up to me to find the meaning which is always based on me. Thus I co create the scene. Perhaps its simply empty, if the same goes for me then it's move along because there's nothing to see or paint the picture of what you would like it to be. Ahhh but is mine the only brush to touch the canvas or are there others who add to the scenery? Could it be that it's all simply a projection of me. "To be or not to be."